today i’m thinking about grad school and if it’s possible that the perfect program is out there for me. one that combines art, art history, and cultural studies. perhaps i just want structure. perhaps i just want to feel like i’m moving forward. or perhaps there is a program perfectly suited for me. i’m not sure how to put into words what i’m looking for. and it would take that perfect program to convince me to once again take on the stress of school. but oh how i want to continue to pursue those things that ignite something fierce in my soul.