not much original thought these past few days. i’m still waking up anxious about the future. i just wish it didn’t take a lifetime to master the art of trusting.

i have begun to move forward a little. i’m now actively seeking internships in the areas of arts and humanities. even if its unpaid, i figure some opportunities can open up and i can figure out what i want to do (or don’t want to do).

there’s so much pressure to do something great with life. maybe i put the pressure on myself.

sigh.