much farther to go.

been feeling particularly gloomy for such a sunny day.

from my side of the river, things seem hopeless. not knowing where to go, not knowing what to do. no prospects. it is hard not to feel like a meaningless person. for the first time- there isn’t a next step. and it’s driving me mad. no, not mad. depressed-seeming.

the frustrations seem to build. they cling to one another. not doing so well at being hopeful. no encouraging words today, folks.