it has been a month since i last posted. it’s not that i haven’t attempted. i have been attributing my defeat to a bad case of writer’s block. i’ve also blamed laziness.

but today i think i realized why its been so long since i have written. i’m not the type to just write what i did today or what is happening in my everyday life. perhaps that is a flaw. i prefer to write of deep things. things that have moved me and that i feel someone would spend the ten minutes to read. even in a desire to glorify God, perhaps i want to make sure i get my piece of the pie- that i write something interesting and thought provoking. i see myself doing a lot of things to seek my own glory. but more about that later.

on top of that, i feel that i have come to the end of a growing process. or rather, the end of a season in my lifelong growing process. and that i now sit at the beginning of another one.

i, and those who have walked with me, have seen myself taken from a frustrated and confused hopelessness to a vibrant and blooming faithful hope and joy in God.

i wouldn’t dare credit myself with having overcome my tendencies or to have once and for all learned all these lessons, but i feel like i have a good start. i have seen and experienced full force, these pieces of truth which have radically changed my faith and my life.

so here is looking forward to the next season through which He will bring me…